As I was pulling it towards my heart, my father tackled me onto the AC DC tree Christmas merry Xmas for all shirt. As I laid there crying I told him that I knew why he had left for all those years. I knew he hated me and wished I was dead. I told him how ashamed of myself that I was and that I knew he was ashamed of me as well. What I said next haunts me to this day. I knew how hard he was going beat me, but I couldn’t hold it in. My father squeezed my shoulders and aggressively lifted my head up off of his lap.
I almost looked forward to AC DC tree Christmas merry Xmas for all shirt I could escape living the life I hated so much. When he looked into my crying eyes his lower jaw trembled. I could see the kitchen light sparkling in the tears that were forming in his eyes. Twenty-four years later, I still hear his words as if they were spoken yesterday. I don’t care if you wanna be with a guy or a girl. I don’t care if you’re gay or straight or a crossdresser. I love you with all my heart no matter who you are or what you do. I was never ashamed of you. I left because I was ashamed of myself. I came back because I want to be your dad. You’re my son and I love you no matter what.