It caught my attention; I bought her first book and Criminal minds 15th anniversary 2005 2020 thank you for the memories shirt. Then I bought her second book and read that one as well. It really spoke to me; I was living with this man at the expense of my life, mine and the kid’s happiness. I was just as sick as he was. I took a good look in the mirror and decided I had let myself go. I plucked my eyebrows, started to grow my pretty copper brown hair long again and I even went and bought contact lenses. I was seeing myself for the first time in a long time. When Darrel would call me a bitch, I would use my new word on him “boundary.” Darrel, you are not to call me those names that is a boundary of mine. He was shocked and I have to say so was I.
At one point he said that the Criminal minds 15th anniversary 2005 2020 thank you for the memories shirt and he physically tore them all to pieces. I was feeling stronger and I was not going to take the abuse any more. The last time Darrel ever backed me up against a wall and put his hands at either side of my face, a position he often took to trap me and rage at me, I said I cannot hear you when you are this close to me, I need you to back up 10 paces he looked at me so strange and cocked his head like the, as he was backing up! He backed up! After a short stare down, in which Joshua never flinched, Darrel walked away. That was it, I was done.