I know somewhere deep down, we still hope. We cling to the OWL that’s what I do I read books I avoid people and I know things vintage shirt Besides,I will do this promises of being loved as much as we love. How do you find love again when you realize something is dead inside you related to love? Maybe it is a curse, bound to never know of the love we give. So we drift in reality, we forsake our dreams and ourselves, because our life is filled with futility. I think, it is not consolation we need, it is to be shown, that we are not alone, that there are people like us out there, so pure at heart , they will make you cry. We are selfish, we look to fill the voids in ourselves first, it is human nature. But is there people with a selfishness that doesn’t hurt others, a selfishness justified. Truth is a belief. Its a religion in it’s own. How do i find my place, in a reality that is tearing apart my soul and the beliefs in my core. Everything is ephemeral, but i long for the eternal. Is it madness, to be wanting something so intangible? If you relate to this, it is probably because the relationships you share lack intimacy. Not a physical one, but an emotional one. Building truly intimate relationships particularly hard because people are often so caught up with their own needs and exigencies. But the funny thing about intimacy is that like love, happiness and sadness, there is nothing tangible about it. So it is meant to be shared and felt, it is energy in the form of deeper emotional connection. True intimacy may look like a vulnerability, but with the right people, I believe it is one of the purest form of connection you can have with anybody. But remember that it is something to be nurtured, especially if you are surrounded by people who don’t consider intimacy to be a thing. It’s really an awkward situation, if it happened because love is the only thing which hurts you the most. But if I was on our place then I definitely for once confess to my love about my love. Has your hubby ever tasted the love juices of you and your lovers after they finished inside you? Do you think it would’ve been hot if he did?
Is it practically possible that the OWL that’s what I do I read books I avoid people and I know things vintage shirt Besides,I will do this source of happiness and love is inside you alone and not in your relationships, jobs, and achievements? How is that even possible when it is also true that man is a social animal? Is it just new age nonsense? We are not wandering halves looking for another half to fulfil us and make us whole. We don’t know if the other half, in a relationship, has the potential to go ahead as one, a job that appeals isn’t going to work if the workplace is not a happy and fulfilling place, and if people only latched onto us because of our achievements. Two separate ‘wholes’ won’t get far with each other in any of those scenarios: in a relationship you need to overlap, in a job the job has to bring you something and you have to bring the job something. Your achievements are your own, largely, depending on how much mentoring you had, but they’re not as much fun when you can’t share them and enjoy others’ pleasure and pride in those achievements (which is also why there are awards/rewards etc). Nor is it a good idea for two wholes to completely cover each other, leaving no room for individuality in a relationship, or leading to a desperate co-dependency. I guess in a job, that might be if someone takes you on because they believe you’re the dream employee and you because you believe this is the dream job, and both identify with it too exclusively. The ‘other whole’ might celebrate your achievement, but is there anyone else who will?