I never knew when he was going to be nice or be a The Grinch United States Postal service shirt. He believed I was the luckiest girl in the world to have him and thought I loved it when he acted jealous. He had someone drop me off at his rehab once from me to sneak in and everyone kept saying no because he was crazy. And guess what, the guy that did take me, as soon as I got there. I get out of the car, he walks around to the driver’s door and swings it open, “ what did you do with her alone in the car?” I getting confused about my reality, with all the lies, and he would tell people I was loosing it and on meds for mental health.
But I wasn’t before I was with him, at this point they had me on 900 mg of The Grinch United States Postal service shirt and I think I was seeing shit that wasn’t really there, between the herion and meth he was giving me and the lies he was telling I didn’t know what was real or not. In the beginning of the relationship, I was taking prescription meds for pain. When he gave me herion and I got hooked. He would take me to scary neighborhood’s and tell me to stay in the car because it wasn’t safe to get out, and act all concerned, would keep looking at me like he was worried and checking on me. Making sure I locked the doors. Telling me I could never go get it myself, then he said I could never shot it myself because if I missed, I would die.