My heart broke when I Yoda Learn it you will I teach with the force teach it I shall shirt. Imagine not having any support fighting an illness you dont understand. Imagine that you would be seen as less of a man, because in those days, you were suppose to push down your feelings and just pretend you’re ok. My grandfather was obviously a very caring, compassionate person. My mother made him out to be a monster. Instead of trying to understand his circumstances. I felt robbed of really knowing my grandfather because she tainted my view of him. I cant imagine the guilt he felt not being able to save his son. The feeling of your child dying in your arms.
To clarify, my grandmother was a Yoda Learn it you will I teach with the force teach it I shall shirt. She didnt take shit from anyone and did everything she could for her kids. She was no bigger than a minute. Small but mighty. She was stronger emotionally than my grandfather. My mother has always played the sympathy card. Shes always the victim. My aunts and uncles have told me stories of her crazy, almost psychotic behaviour. Shes the only one in the family that’s that way. It makes me uneasy to be her daughter, like I’ll end up like her. I’ve worked very hard not to be.