It was satisfaction to watch the Yoda whisper words of wisdom let it be shirt, who put me thru so much pain, not to mention the other people that got hurt. The little people that got hurt. Unfortunately, more people got hurt in my revenge plot. The sad truth is that for some people to get away with their lives in situations like mine, they have to become the narcissist to become free of the narcissist and in doing so I lost myself for many years of my life. Became Queen of the Damn and reading that book sure did get me to a place of power, but only a place of power within the prison system and the drug world. All the way to total isolation.
The rage I felt deep within my heart for him can never be explained with Yoda whisper words of wisdom let it be shirt. I still have yet to repair my life or the relationships that were lost. I still have no contact with my family. Still haven’t been able to trust. Refuse to take a victim state of mind. Refuse to allow him in my life. With the help of my higher power I was able to find freedom and find myself with many years of deep deep inner work. My life story is something that I don’t even believe. The man has never had another girlfriend, and still trys to contact me. It’s been 10 years. He still thinks that we are soulmates. I won but not without a big lost. The 48 Laws of Power are definitely a evil way to step on people to rise to thw top. And a great way to lose in the end.